I wake up in a bed in a dark room, but Its not the darkness that makes me feel what I feel.
Even if my eyes are open I still don’t feel awake.
Am I really so upset that I can’t even escape from it by sleeping?
I want to be with the person that my situation tries so hard to keep away from me.
I just want to be with you, I won’t be selfish and ask to be in your embrace, just in the same room as you is good enough.
I need you right now..
It is cold and getting colder,
We need each others’
breathing, warmth, surviving
is the only war
we can afford, stay
walking with me, there is almost
time / if we can only
make it as far as
the (possibly) last summer
Sometimes I’m a dirtbag and have my phone on watch, I’m such a rebel.
Is it weird that I find myself confronting the same fears a half year and a world of experiences later…
Although I’m in a different lifestyle and situation completely now, I am still afraid that nobody will really fully love me once they truly get to know me and I will just be left behind after..
Thus spurring my constant self-doubt and lack of self-confidence.
Ho hum..
The best thing since sliced bread...not really.
And we go on a boat called hope, a treacherous sea called reality, in search of a land called dream.
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Monique Lhuillier Bridal Fall 2013
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Digging the expression in the first panel.
My life
